Back to school again, hmm how should I describe it.. It's like a daily routine, doing the same things everyday. CMS project and BEV is enough for me to handle. Worst is, conflicts in the class. I'm not involved in it, but it still affects me. Imagine you are close with a particular friend, until one day another friend tells you stories about him/her. What will you think? Sigh..not gonna let this kind of thing affect me. Feel so unmotivated to study now..compared to when I first start school, big difference! How ah! I never seriously thought about quitting school, and I hope I won't think about it. Cause I don't even know where I can go.. Okay, no matter what i'm not going to give up just yet (:

Okay enough about all those shitty stuff. Good news is, my bursary is here! So I'm going  to buy a new phone by this week! :D Even though I can't buy the phone I initially wanted..but I'm contented with the phone that I wanna buy. (: Can't wait to dump my old phone, doesn't have anything, and I had to constantly select and delete messages cause the ****ing inbox keep FULL. Too much to complain, just one word. SUCKS.


 Okay..this post is dedicated specially to my most adored monster!(readers can ignore reading this part) :b


Hi cumgong blackie! Don't say I never write okay (: Hahaha. I don't know where to start writing from..hmm just randomly ~

Bloody pig! We haven't been texting a lot since school starts ya know ):

Feel so weird..it's like a daily routine for me already. haha^^

It just won't get boring for me yaknow!:D

Andandand.. I can't wait to see you la sial. ):

WHEN WANT MEET DE!? :@

But it's okay, I can wait^^ 

Errrr...

Okay, that's all for now

More to come! <3 

Happy Birthday Dad!

Almost at home everyday this whole week. No money la sial ): Sorry to those friends..can't join you guys out. I really wanna go out, but not with little money! Just sucks u know. I think it's not too good to have too many friends sometimes? Not trying to say i'm popular. But it's hard to find time for everybody. ):

Celebrated dad's birthday today! Went to a restaurant at beach road, forget what's the name. Food there is okay? Especially the black pepper crab!♥ First time celebrating dad's birthday going to a restaurant. Hmm at least he likes it can already (: 

Give me some time♥

Finally back on my blog. Omg, my last post was during February. But it feels so long..like I haven't blog for years.

There's too much to write about, so many thing's had happen during this few months. I'm glad I am still studying now, if not I don't know what I will be doing man. And if not I won't be able to meet those awesome friends in my class(some). Recently work part time at Gong Cha, but I quited after one month. Too much to complain about, haha. Hmm..seriously too much to write about, I don't know where to start from!

Things were going well for me for now I guess, okay maybe I won't say WELL. Just able to manage it.. There's only one thing that's bothering me right nowww! And I don't know how to handle it man ): I think that incident really had so much impact on me that I lost the courage....

I think I had fallen for you, but I'm too scared to tell you.
My heartbeat race every time you said you wanna tell me something,
but in the end it wasn't what I wanted..
Ahh.. ):

Blogging on my itouch now. Cny gonna end soon. Enjoyed a lot! Especially with my cousins. First time going out with them to drink. I was younger back then, so there are places I can't go ): . But I'm 18 now! Went to the bar at MBS, like cool only! But the drinks so diluted zz. Chives regal w green tea. I taste more of the green tea then the liquor. But besides that, I enjoyed all the fun there! (:

Got a new job at airport. Dunkin donuts! Pay isn't that high..but there are lots of benefits! Staff discounts for anything I buy there. Burberry, gucci etc! And free staff meal some more. Too much to list out (: . 2nd day of work today, hmm I guess everything's still fine. No pressure at all. Time past quickly with my friend around (: . Work tomorrow, gonna sleep early. Goodnight

What's valentine to me..

Wake up earlier today. Something wrong with my house telephone line, got a technician down to take a look. But it didn't fix the issue zzzzz! Now only can use outgoing, can't receive incoming. Singtel told me they will send the technician down this Saturday. So inefficient lor. 
Basketball section today with constant and choonkiat. Played match with another 3 guys from my sec sch. Kena trash rabak lol, freaking annoyed by one of the guy.. Ok maybe I shouldn't bother so much about it.
After bb, went to Canadian pizza. Bought some side snacks. Know what? Eat already go home laosai sia -.- . Constant also kena O: . Nvm, it shall be my last time going there to eat anw.
Cny coming, I didn't really buy much new clothes like the previous years. Spending so much just to dress nicely on that few days.

Wake up late as usual. Weather so freaking cold too, don't feel like getting out of bed!
Meet derrick, had lunch at bedok Mac. Then head off to tamp to submit work timesheet. Went home after that.
Gonna start work next week! Will be working at airport! :D but I must commit for one year ._. . hope i won't quit halfway..

Just one question. Who did you know longer? Or I'm just another friend? Maybe I should treat them that way too.

Not gonna work at that restaurant anymore for now, keep changing our work schedules.. -.- Went for an job interview few days back with Constant, some cafe job. Only $5/hr but it's a small cafe and I don't have to walk around taking orders (: .  Then go for another interview at some hotel banquet. So now I got 2 jobs pending! Hope they call us soon..

Went out with Derrick today. Had lunch at MFM@Bedok Point. Love the herb rice there! $2.90 man! After that, went to sign a job contract at Ngee ann tower. Instant job sia! Someone called and ask us to work tomorrow, as..posters boys. U know those people who 'wear' banners on them and walk around advertising? Yea that's what i'm doing! $7/hr, only for 2hrs (: . But so paiseh sia, hope I don't see my friends there..
Went to ION later on, shopping timeeeeee! Walk around, so a lot of nice clothes, but only can see can't buy ): , cause I owe people MONEY ): . Only bought a pair of shoes at Pedro for $83. Quite contented already (: .
Trained to tampines later on. Wanted to look for xiuting at her workplace, then Derrick wants to buy new phone. Anyway, chit-chat with her awhile then we go home already. Mann i'm so freaking hungry now, gonna cook noodles, again.

1st day of work. TIRED

It's 2.22am now, just came back from work. Totally drained.. but shall come blog a little before I sleep (: .

My first time working in a F&B restaurant, even though it's only my first day. It's the most tiring job I ever work man. The people there are fine..except the management. Totally shit! One tells you to do this, after awhile, another ask you to do another thing. It just goes on like this.. From setting tables, placing utensils, serving food, clearing food, pour drinks and even washing it! I've done all that today..and I pity those dishwashers. Imagine u have to wash hundreds to thousands of utensils everyday.. A set contains chopstick, bowl, spoon, plate, cup and the wet tissue..and there are about 20+ tables today. So imagine they have to wash how many!

And they seem to forget that it's my first day here. And I done this much, what sort of training is this sia? $5/hr some more. C'mon I deserve more man. I even accidentally spilled on a customers shirt while clearing..felt so bad and guilty sia ): . The wife even scolded me, can't they put themselves in my shoe, zz. But well, who doesn't make mistake? Well another table, keep talking craps to me when i'm pouring the soup for them. Telling me how to do things. Fuck them.
Just one word, TIRED. I don't have the energy to get angry over it at all. At least I learn new things! I've been to restaurant to eat, but never will I thought I will end up working in a restaurant! Now I know how it feels like.. I'm just disappointed with the management there la, only know how to push us around, and those aunts only know how to nag and complain. I wonder how long I will work there lei.. Quitting after I found another job.

Okay, that's about it. Had to turn in now, gonna get muscle ache soon. Goodnight!